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falling slowly

2012-01-14T02:50:00.001+08:00

"I want to say somewhere: I’ve tried to be forgiving. And yet. There were times in my life, whole years, when anger got the better of me. Ugliness turned me inside out. There was a certain satisfaction in bitterness. I courted it. It was standing outside, and I invited it in."

instagram #7

2012-01-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

woke up really early last saturday for bro's pop. still remember how that place smelt like haha it was a total torture on the way back home.

btw i'm on instagram (bulletthrough)!

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2012-01-10T13:00:00.001+08:00

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NYP OPEN HOUSE 2012

2012-01-06T05:45:00.000+08:00

handmade totes for sale!!!!! all proceeds go to fundraising of NYP's SDN year 3 grad show, please support us at Blk R School of Design from 5-7 Jan!

(L) creep creep

(L) final countdown to fyp submission :( (R) babe's attempt to stop me from frowning

(R) sleepy boy

(L) for huijun aww so sweet :) (R) had our consultation at the auditorium today. weird.

so it's approx 12 more days left for fyp submission. i'm so tired. reached home and fell asleep all the way till 3am. had dinner at 4am. bodyclock screwed once again. trying my best to keep myself sane.... ...... ok positivity.

IT'S THE FINAL LAP GUYS WE CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!! wo men yi qi jia you!!!

NYE 2011

2012-01-06T04:29:00.005+08:00

celebrated the last day of the year with my precious fhm babies. it was so good to see them again!!!!! and it's been really long since so many attended..... happy!!!!

had dinner at ajisen then rushed off to clarke quay to find a pub but to no avail because everywhere was full house :( rushed around to find somewhere to settle down and finally decided on kong's house at 11:40pm. mad rush!!! took separate cabs and made our way to kong's, reached at 11:50pm++. kanchiong spider max in the ntuc while buying our drinks because we kept shouting "4 MINUTES LEFT!!!!" "3 MINUTES LEFT!!!!" "QUICK LEH" hahahahahahaa it was so funny. it was already 00:00 when we were at the lift. but on andy's phone it was still 11:58pm so we play cheat and only had our countdown after the fireworks.

had rounds of drinking.... and one by one k.o. lol dewei's "i am the script!!!!!" was the highlight of the night. i dont think any of us would wanna drink together again next time lol it was madness. made our way home at 7am+ and babe came to fetch me home hehe xie xie ni :)

so this was how my nye went!!!!

my only resolution this year is the same as the last's -- to be a better person. been through so much in 2011. it wasn't an easy year for me, there were so many changes i had to face and accept. i thank the people who have always been by my side to give me all their love and support. and lastly.... babe, thanks for being here with me for the past year :)

happy new year guys! may 2012 be a blessed year for all of you. be safe, be healthy, and most importantly, be happy :)

you may be breathing, but you're not alive.

2011-12-29T00:37:00.004+08:00

Pain comes in all forms: the small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains we live with every day. Then there’s the kind of pain we can’t ignore: a level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else, makes the rest of the world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt.

Been through so much to what I am right now. Throughout this journey I realised what I've always wanted and how I could be a better person for someone worthy. It's funny how you can lose the world in the next moment when you least expect it.

Can you really forgive when you can't forget?

christmas with the babygirls ❄

2011-12-28T22:29:00.004+08:00

celebrated christmas with the babygirls on monday. god knows what i'll do without you girls...... i'm so thankful of everything and how supportive you girls have been towards me. thanks for being here for me throughout this christmas, and i'm sorry for making the both of you worry for me. love x ∞

happy birthday junen!

2011-12-28T21:14:00.001+08:00

celebrated junkai's birthday on the 22nd dec at cineleisure with the mates. played dance central for 2 hours and had a good laugh at everyone. then was dinner at medzs! first time trying and i can say that i like it pretty much. had fondue for dessert and it was so funny when we "accidentally" scooped too much chocolate onto our plates. walked around town after dinz, went into A&F for the first time. amazed by the interior. then it was back home because everything was closed by then. was a great night out, i hope you had an amazing birthday celebration with us junkai! when you're 21 we'll take you to the strippers hahaha

5th xmas with click

2011-12-28T20:32:00.005+08:00

5th xmas dinner with the girls on the 20th dec, was good seeing them as usual. cheers to 5 years of friendship :)

scarecrow

2011-12-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

They say you're never too far

To start it all again

Am I too far?

sustenance

2011-12-24T06:24:00.001+08:00

A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

I'm thankful in so many ways that i met you in my life. You complete me :)

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typed this draft 4 days back, intending to publish it on new year's eve. "once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed" i can hardly breathe right now.

instagram #6

2011-12-22T03:45:00.004+08:00

unhealthy nights -- having maggi and nuggets for supper

was a rainy day. met the girls up for shopping and dinner. had banana split takeaway for dessert from arnold's chicken. the packaging made it so..... unappealing. but it was good sitting down together at the massage chairs sharing icecream and chatting away :)

falling // the civil wars

2011-12-22T03:01:00.001+08:00

listening to the civil wars in this chilly night.

saturday night out

2011-12-22T02:05:00.006+08:00

last saturday met up with the babies for supper at sweechoon! first time eating at sweechoon and the dimsum was awesome!!!!! wanna go back there again soon!!!!! at night was kinect at playnation before we head over to cathay for sherlock holmes at 2am. watching the guys play dance central was so amusing. dewei was laughing so hysterically it was so funny looking at him LOL

my bodyclock is officially screwed for now, i've been waking up at 4pm daily :( need to get my mood for work back on track after christmas. will be meeting up with the mates tomorrow for junkai's birthday celebration!

and btw i've just updated my blogshop!! (click here: x) busy selling my clothes away because i'm really broke right now :( go take a look maybe you'll find something you like!

SHOPFAUXISM

2011-12-22T02:02:00.000+08:00

DO VISIT SHOPFAUXISM FOR GUYS CLOTHES

shape of my heart

2011-12-20T05:48:00.006+08:00

the day we took a break from work and caught 50/50, awesome movie.

fantasy

2011-12-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

did my nails for christmas! tried something that was really different with a mixture of gold + red + green glitter.

having my 2 weeks break from school currently. technically it's not even a break? because we've to continue with our fyp. still thinking how i can make my work more "WOW!!!!" lol. packed with plans this week! love this feeling of meeting up with all of my favourite people. met the fhm babies so far! meeting the girls tomorrow for our annual xmas dinner. then alicia's birthday celebration on wed and junkai's birthday celebration on thurs! then it's xmas~~~~ ah and i love to go xmas shopping and get gifts for my friends!!! makes me happy ^_^

anyway i've updated my blogshop (click here)!!! and ah lam has set up a blogshop to clear his clothes away suppork yi xia too ok gam sia duo duo!

instagram #5

2011-12-20T01:26:00.003+08:00

the day where we were helping out classmates in the fund raising team for unit12 + attended the pop of tzeyong andy and changsong! and the day when i became mama lee cos i helped tzeyong put on his badge hahaha. it kept raining that day so horrible!!!! i was sick and i had to carry my laptop while wearing the poncho and squeezing with the crowd. but it was good to see the guys being so happy when the whole parade ended. POP LO!!!!

instagram #4

2011-12-20T00:56:00.001+08:00

a normal day in/ after school

gong xi fa cai!!!!!

2011-12-13T21:11:00.001+08:00

the oranges are making my face itch wth

life in pixels

2011-12-13T20:21:00.004+08:00

#1 red dates chicken yum yum

#2 - #5 photoshoot for josette's project

#6 - #7 review day :(

#8 yesterday, watched already famous with jo alyssa and kai at amk hub

#9 met junqian in the midnight and she drove me home

looking at the tix for hk now!!!!! lucks to us hahaha

hands of time

2011-12-07T15:16:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a really rare occasion where i dressed in colour hahaha

anyway 2 more days to our review :( trying my best to get everything done ugh hang in there vc kids!!

all that is beautiful

2011-12-03T16:20:00.003+08:00

back in march. how time flies ☺

brightly

2011-12-02T01:03:00.003+08:00

my dearest babies since year one. love you guys!!!!!

mini update - currently desperate and in need of sleep. mock up review next week and my progress right now..... really cannot make it mang. need to buck up!!!! and drown in work during the weekends in order to make up with the time i've spent doing my logo :( ah alright it's 1am already and my eyelids are getting heavier. shant be late for french class tomorrow morning. haha i wish. goodnight x

turning page

2011-11-29T00:40:00.003+08:00

i've waited a hundred years.

but i'd wait a million more for you.

nothing prepared me for

what the privilege of being yours would do.

curly wurly

2011-11-29T00:17:00.001+08:00

my hair has been in a constant mess lately idk what to do with it :(

DRMARTS x LEX

2011-11-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

weekends are almost over, busy week of school ahead. i enjoyed my saturday pretty much! met up with the girls and headed over to the flea at homeclub. got to see some people whom i've always been looking up to :) jon joined us after the flea and we had dinz at kazokutei. caught breaking dawn at the grand cathay. movie was quite alright but there were some disturbing scenes though. and this super amusing bone breaking scene of bella.

today i made my way down to the post office to get a registered article settled and to get a little surprise for babe. happy to see him happy :)

aloha! ☀

2011-11-26T00:52:00.004+08:00

mating kitties in the bush

alex's birthday bbq last saturday! remember how much my arms were aching the next day when i woke up because i was fanning the charcoal so vigorously to keep the fire burning. haha and because we were all playing this spinning thingo in the playground! which gave me temporary blisters. was a really fun night out with the mates :) and happy birthday lexrexlex hope you had an awesome one!!!

a drop in the ocean

2011-11-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

last friday night robin and i drove out to explore a bit and he brought me to gardens by the bay! the place was so quiet it gave him so many chances to scare the shit out of me. then headed over to kallang mcds for supper!!!! nostalgic place because i used to frequent the kallang drive through mcds and kfc so much back in secondary school days. passed by my primary school peichun when we were on our way back which brought back so many memories as well. enjoyed myself so much that night hehe thanks babe ^3^

invinciblecharade x updated 22/11

2011-11-22T00:30:00.001+08:00

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army daze

2011-11-20T03:18:00.003+08:00

last sat the 5 of us headed down to the airport to send the army boys off!! met so many familiar faces at the airport it was like a mini fhm gathering already. got to catch up a little with the boys before they leave for taiwan for a month. be safe guys!!! (p.s have fun at luxy hahahahaha) night ended off with char kway teow and oyster omelette for supper. kai xin!

javier's

2011-11-20T03:06:00.002+08:00

tried javier's for the first time last friday. love their chicken, potato salad and coleslaw the most!!! junqian came over to meet us after our dinz. so happy to see her!!!!! "happened" to meet hj and jon at 313 too ^^ was a good tgif hehe

pudding #1

2011-11-20T02:43:00.004+08:00

ceo of mile

elaine taught me a new way of eating gummy bears hahaha

awesome tofu with braised ba cor!!!!! robin and i happened to order this dish by chance quite some time ago and it was like :o from then on we would order this everytime we dine at dtf haha

satisfied boi ^^

flightless bird, american mouth

2011-11-18T00:09:00.007+08:00

Our mistakes don’t make or break us. If we are lucky, they simply reveal who we really are, what we’re made of. Challenges will come, but if you treat them simply as tests of who you are, you’ll come out of it not bitter and victimized, but smarter and stronger.

TGIF everyone!!! enjoy the upcoming weekend you guys!

p.s invinciblecharade is updated!!!!! do check it out x

delcie's desserts

2011-11-16T00:50:00.005+08:00

went to be an event photographer at delcie's desserts' opening 2 weeks back with robin. was a really great and enjoyable experience, learnt a lot from it! loving the desserts that are made by delcie because they are organic, egg-free, dairy-free, sugar-free and guilt-free!!! you guys should totally check it out here at her website because they are the only cakes that truly care for you :)

bkk

2011-11-10T14:13:00.001+08:00

back at bkk a month ago

friday night

2011-11-06T01:30:00.003+08:00

met up with the gang last night, has been quite some time since i last saw the guys! had fun and laughter as usual with them around. dinner was at wanchai @ nex! we were all taking turns at temple run after we finished up our meals. headed over to dessert story to dapao before heading to the skypark to chillax and have our dessert in the drizzling night. didnt join them for their poker night though :( but thanks for the ride tzeyong!

instagram #3

2011-11-06T01:16:00.001+08:00

you're the apple of my eye

2011-11-04T01:19:00.006+08:00

monday 31st oct - dinz @ nex

caught the sneak preview of 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 last sunday. both robin and i loved the movie so much!!!!!!!! highly recommended!!! you guys should go catch it :)

UMC

2011-11-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

presenting to you... *drumrolls*

UNDERGROUND MUSIC CORPORATION

graveyard shift

2011-10-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

met the girls for our 3rd halloween at escape!! was really late because of the unexpected long bus ride. was a pity we didn't get to go for the fortune telling because of the long queue. nonetheless, i still had fun :)

instagram #2

2011-10-29T02:50:00.004+08:00

in school today. so stressed out for fyp lately, and i'm braindead. I NEED IDEAS!!!!!!!!! ah, on tues i had a really great time after school! went for jogging session with the mates. my aim was to jog for 1.5 rounds but sadly.. i only managed to jog for half a round hahahaha such a failure.

alright i better head to bed soon, wanna wake up as early as possible tomorrow so i can run some errands and not waste my entire saturday lazing around. goodnight! muaxxxx

instagram #1

2011-10-29T02:36:00.000+08:00

MONSTER CAT

2011-10-25T11:32:00.002+08:00

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was introduced to this band by dom yesterday, loving underwater especially

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2011-10-22T16:09:00.002+08:00

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i will follow you into the dark

2011-10-22T01:34:00.007+08:00

@ 313 last friday

the weekends are finally here again, time to catch up on my precious sleep. this week had been quite a tough one for me - emotionally and physically, thank god i'm still alive. i have no idea how to describe how bothered and uncomfortable i am trying to deal with my constipation. and on a side note, i'm thankful that we managed to clear the air, once again proving how essential communication is.

anyway i'm selling this pair of shoes i got not long ago, drop me an email or formspring if interested!

buckle fringe platform shoes (white)

$29 w/ meetups - price nego for IB

BNIP, not worn before at all

fits size 39/40

inhale, exhale

2011-10-18T00:02:00.005+08:00

Pain is a part of life. Sometimes it’s a big part, and sometimes it isn’t, but either way, it’s a part of the big puzzle, the deep music, the great game. Pain does two things: It teaches you, tells you that you’re alive. Then it passes away and leaves you changed. It leaves you wiser, sometimes. Sometimes it leaves you stronger. Either way, pain leaves its mark, and everything important that will ever happen to you in life is going to involve it in one degree or another.

remembering sunday

2011-10-16T01:34:00.002+08:00

the other colour i have in my life right now other than black.

this marks the end of the 1st week of school, and i've got 3 projects on hand. 4 actually, if Unit 12 is included. feel the stress kicking in already. i've been doing fine, days at school are always fun with everyone around me. to think about it, time flies and i'm graduating really soon. not ready to deal with the working society yet...

anyway have a good weekend guys, i'll try to update this space as often as i can!

fix you

2011-10-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

"When your beauty struck me, it dissolved me. Deep down, I am not different from you. I dreamed you, I wished for your existence. I see in you that part of me which is you. I surrender my sincerity because if I love you it means we share the same fantasies, we share the same madness."

wednesday with the vc mates

2011-10-08T19:06:00.003+08:00

pork cutlet + ebi omu rice!!!

me being too agitated over the slight tug at our rod and i flung it all the way to the ceiling lol

the prawns we caught after an hour

wednesday - caught abduction which sucked, played l4d2, made our way over to j8 for dinner @ kazokutei. i'm a fan of their omu rice!!!!! prawning after dinz, my first time at it. chilled at bishan park mcds after that. was a good day out with the mates :)

speechless mess

2011-10-08T18:26:00.002+08:00

you're always tired from your mind going a million miles a minute. because being sad has some kind of comfort to you - because there's always that familiarity. no matter how long your sadness has been prolonged, it's known that when you revisit it, the same thoughts, feelings and actions all take place. you revisit the same place where you left off.

c'mon through

2011-10-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

hurts me to see you like this and yet i can't do anything but to wait by my phone, waiting for texts or calls telling me that you need me.

GENTING DAY 2

2011-10-05T02:17:00.004+08:00

breakfast at marrybrown! food was kinda .......meh

the woman behind us was laughing at how retarded alyssa and i were because we were so scared in the pirates house we kept screaming w/o opening our eyes throughout the entire ride lol

THE SEAT FOR THIS RIDE WAS SUPER STINKY I SWEAR but it was so thrilling

tore my dress after getting off the spaceshot ride

tore my dress AGAIN after spaceshot -_-

GENTING DAY 2! the best day of our getaway. had so much fun at the rides in the themepark and fooling around with everyone. dinner was at happy valley and we had really yummy zi car. bowling after dinz where we were all so pissed off with a bunch of kids lol. played saboteur and charades back in the hotel after all of us washed up. my first time at charades!!! and i had a great time although it was so embarrassing especially at the word "cosplay" and "cherish". lights out at 5am all of us were deadbeat by then.

GENTING DAY 1

2011-10-04T03:10:00.003+08:00

hi guys i'm back from genting! it was a blast!!!! stayed indoors for the first day since we arrived at around 2pm. had lunch which was kinda bad then stole free wifi from starbucks. caught fright night 3d at night where jo and i were totally freaked out lol i was busy texting while jo was nudging me most of the time. went to the outdoors to enjoy the chilly weather then got back to the hotel where i was introduced to the game saboteur which got all of us into a state of confusion @_@

keeping me alive

2011-09-27T05:59:00.005+08:00

"My heart is so small it’s almost invisible. How can You place such big sorrows in it?”

“Look,” He answered,

“Your eyes are even smaller, yet they behold the world."

happy 20th jo!

2011-09-27T05:27:00.004+08:00

celebrated jo's 20th birthday in advance at the handburger. the food and company was great, had an awfully good time catching up with everyone. hope you had an awesome one this year my dearest jojo i love you!! :)

shelter

2011-09-27T04:22:00.002+08:00

“This is an important lesson to remember when you’re having a bad day, a bad month, or a shitty year. Things will change: you won’t feel this way forever. And anyway, sometimes the hardest lessons to learn are the ones your soul needs most. I believe you can’t feel real joy unless you’ve felt heartache. You can’t have a sense of victory unless you know what it means to fail. You can’t know what it’s like to feel holy until you know what it’s like to feel really fucking evil. And you can’t be birthed again until you’ve died.”

i'm constantly thinking. having thoughts run through my mind almost every other second. it drowns me, and the people around me. when will i ever be less sensitive and negative about things?

anyway i'm back from bkk. feels good to be here back in sg. will be leaving for genting on wednesday!! stoked for the trip.

bangkok

2011-09-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

hello from bkk! sniffing quite badly now ugh my runny nose :(

rocks and daggers

2011-09-23T01:43:00.002+08:00

what a day.

i'll be off to bangkok tomorrow, will be back on the 27th! hopefully i'll have wifi over there so i can blog when i'm bored at night in the hotel room. stay safe guys x

arnold's chicken

2011-09-22T01:18:00.004+08:00

lol look at the amount of space junkai was entitled to in boonyeow's car

the amount of chicken junkai had to had

which resulted in him giving his chicken to me hahahaha

lunch with the moove colleagues last wed at arnold's chicken! we ate so much as usual. and btw my 3 months of intern at moovemedia has finally ended. as cliche as it may sound, time flies. am thankful for the experience we're given, and definitely the awesome friends we've made.

september

2011-09-21T13:25:00.000+08:00

the one thing

2011-09-15T16:34:00.005+08:00

You picture me as being unhappy for some thinly disguised reason. You think I have problems of some sort, which I am reluctant or ashamed to confess. No, unfortunately, no. I am not always aware of what it is I suffer from.

I stop in shock at the words I utter— they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside so long.

raya visiting at fariz's

2011-09-15T00:13:00.004+08:00

raya visiting at fariz's followed by catching a midnight movie. was a new experience for me because i've never did raya visiting before. thanks for the invitation, fariz!

we are scientists

2011-09-14T23:44:00.003+08:00

the stone used for our bbq

meat!!!!!!!

korean bbq at joochiat. spent a really long time travelling and locating the shop. i remember how hungry i was that day and robin had to drama mama with me in order for me to continue walking. food was so-so, was expecting better :( had dessert at awfully chocolate and tried their icecream for the first time. really awesome. company was good as usual :)

anyway our baby huijun is finally back from her genting trip!!!! looked through her genting album earlier on. my god it was so cuteeee and xie xie ni ah jon for bringing the both of u back safely. meet up soon!

we will become silhouettes

2011-09-14T10:07:00.002+08:00

want

credits: underground // actually

又不是這樣就不孤獨

2011-09-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

selling: tsr leatherette panel and chiffon shirt

2011-09-12T08:49:00.002+08:00

LEATHERETTE PANEL AND CHIFFON SHIRT - BLACK

Selling at $27 mailed

BNIB (bought it from the scarletroom at $32 w/ reg postage)

Measurements 16.5 across, 24 length, 23.5 sleeves.

Fits UK 6-10

interested please mail me at peekaboo_cy@hotmail.com

SHINee World Singapore Concert

2011-09-11T02:50:00.005+08:00

10th sept 2011 - attended swc sg with josette!!!! omg i was so hyped up while we were making our way to the indoor stadium i kept repeating "omg" hahaha so anyway thank god we werent late!! reached at around 550pm. the lights dimmed at 6+ and the pearlescent blue ocean was so pretty it was breathtaking. throughout the whole concert my vision stayed at jonghyun lol i couldn't take my eyes off him and he was so close for 2x!!! esp the entire 4 minutes when they performed life. jonghyun was just right there *_* the ring ding dong and lucifer stage was so awesome omg. and the ending segment was so silly and retarded haha josette and i couldnt stop laughing.

enjoyed myself so much this evening and no words can explain how happy i am!!! it's like a dream come true ahhhh. managed to snap only a few shots because the security was really tight :(

retarded jonghyun

key and his silly celebratory dance

a short fancam i took! jonghyun was saying "happy birthday key i love you" ;__;

ilu guys my perfect ot5 ♥

Urshuz

2011-09-08T14:40:00.003+08:00

came across this while browsing through design sites (while using junkai's 15 inch macbook pro - he insists that i mention about this) it's so brilliant. go check out Urshuz!!!!

brightest

2011-09-07T00:45:00.004+08:00

you’re not the sights I see, just the most beautiful of them. you’re not the ground I walk on, just the one I always lean on. you’re not my life, just the one I want to spend it with. you’re not my world, just the best thing in it. you taught me how to feel the butterflies over and over and over.

i love you.

your love is a song

2011-08-30T19:41:00.002+08:00

FHM

2011-08-30T04:00:00.006+08:00

met the fhm babies earlier on for dinner @ justacia! as usual most of us were late.. esp the guys omg we waited for them till 9pm. caught bad teacher after dinz and had a short supper outside lasalle. was a short but good meetup with them, it's been long since all of us gathered together. the usual laughter we'll always share, love you guys so much xx

2011-08-28T20:48:00.004+08:00

"when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."

thecultlabel

2011-08-28T00:28:00.001+08:00

samy's curry

2011-08-27T16:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday we had samy's curry for lunch @ dempsey hill :) lunch was yummy and REALLY spicy, new experience for me because i rarely makan indian food except for roti prata?? hahahaha. thanks boonyeow for the treat! and yesterday after work i headed over to nex to chill on my own. was reading up a design book while drinking gongcha and eating my salmon maki at the skypark. stayed there all the way till 9pm and my butt was so numb but i love to spend time like this on my own. makes me really happy

baybeats'11

2011-08-24T23:57:00.004+08:00

us last friday. dinz @ astons + baybeats'11

changed by you

2011-08-24T23:53:00.002+08:00

dearest.

2011-08-23T11:38:00.001+08:00

She really needs to stop, the way she thinks and rethinks and overthinks everything she does. It never leads to anything good. It never leads to the outcome she's hoping for. But it's something she can't stop, the way the thoughts and worries flood into her mind at all hours of the day.

She really needs to stop, this way she dwells and replays everything she does over and over and over again until she's convinced she's the most obnoxious person on the face of the planet. She really needs to stop, because all she's doing is ruining everyting that is right about her life. She's messing up what she has, throwing away chances she could have taken - and all for what? To think about events she can't redo, to submerse herself in moments she can never get back. It's stupid, pointless, and she's wasting her life away like this, and yet she can't stop. But she needs to. She really, really does.

streetfighter

2011-08-21T02:29:00.002+08:00

on national day robin and i went out to gai gai. i finally found the book i wanted at page one!!!!! gonna get it soon i think since i got my pay already. love going to bookstores with him :) we then went over to toys'r'us and had an osm time there fooling around haha. had dinz at ikea in the night nom nom

anyway babe stop stoning at the corner right now i can sense that you're falling asleep soon!!! :o

2011-08-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

"I hate that feeling when you randomly feel depressed. There is no warning, no apparent reason. It just happens. You feel empty, and you feel hopeless. And you just feel tired. As if you never want to move again. Then when someone asks you what's wrong, you can't say because there is nothing that comes to mind. Then you start thinking of what it could be, and you realize just how much is wrong. You know that feeling? Yeah, it sucks."

hua hee

2011-08-12T00:06:00.001+08:00

had dinner with jo and falizzy today at ewf! then walked around and back to chillax mode at coffeebean. spent an awesome night with the both of them :) lunch today was good as well, BY drove us to beach road for curry rice. food was reaaally delicious!! had a good laugh at lunch when BY kept giving us food by using sly techniques hahahaha i ended up really bloated

BTW IT'S FRIDAY TOMORROW WOOP. AND I'M FINALLY GETING MY PAY TOMORROW DOUBLE WOOP

2011-08-10T22:27:00.004+08:00

remember, today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.

you're a victim of your own mind

2011-08-09T12:41:00.001+08:00

12:20pm

2011-08-09T12:17:00.002+08:00

morning guys happy national day!!!!!! did i mention that the ndp logo this year is really awesome

babygirl's birthday celebration

2011-08-06T16:44:00.004+08:00

on the 28th we surprised huijun at her place :) junq and i were planning to make huijun cry on her birthday this year and we succeeded!!!! so junq robin jon and i were camping around her area making the necessary plans before surprising her. it was so tense at a point of time because we thought huijun caught robin at the void deck (which she really did actually but didnt believe that it was really him that she saw hahahaha) so huijun and jon were at the rooftop talking while the 3 of us hid inside her room with the birthday cake. the waiting time made all the candles melt hahahaha so fail la. then huijun came back home, back into the room and taaaaadaaaaa we managed to surprise her and made her cry. so accomplished!!! ^^v

anyway at moove tomorrow all of us have to be in red/ white, best part is that we get to skip a bit of work in the morning for the national day "celebration". kinda excited.

ok off to bed now!!! idiot boi is dozing off already.

FJ's birthday!

2011-08-06T15:51:00.003+08:00

celebrated fariz's birthday at spagheddies on the 24th :) was good catching up with him, still his usual self hahahahaha retarded as ever!!! love you falizzy ♥

2011-08-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

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2011-08-04T01:01:00.001+08:00

hooked on flea

2011-08-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

last sat the 5 of us had a flea booth at iluma's se7en! last min morning crisis when huijun called over telling me that they didnt have the rack. panic for awhile but thank god everything's resolved :) we got an awesome spot for our sofa booth! everything went really well till the end of the flea :) saw a lot of familiar faces which made me really happy!!! managed to catch up with friends that i havent seen for a looong time. all was good. especially the company. love you guys maximum ♡ @bindicator @lovegimmick @shoottheqianns @JonathanHaaa

2011-07-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

"you do a lot of thinking, and it's what kills you."

next to you

2011-07-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

you’ve got that smile, that only heaven can make.

hooked on flea

2011-07-22T20:33:00.003+08:00

hooked on flea tomorrow!!!!!! come support huijun junq jon robin and i :)

sneak preview of what the retarded boy is selling

in the midst of packing now!!!

fatboys

2011-07-16T03:38:00.004+08:00

look at how silly fariz was to use the lighter app as a candle for me in case the real candle goes off due to the wind

11th july

had a last min urgent work and had to stay back to rush it but turns out to be fake hahaha i feel so retarded!!! bcos i was getting so stressed over it and alyssa jk so xing nang sit there and pretend to be doing their work. we then cabbed over to upp thomson for dinner bcos i agreed to have dinner with jo the night before. when we reached fatboys, fariz bin and wanie were standing there and i was like whaaaaat????? jo thammy and leoric came after that :) it was my first time dining at fatboys btw!!! food was really good and filling, couldnt even finish up my burger though :( dont even know how bin finished his somemore his one double of mine la. was really good to catch up with everyone about work, life, etc. dinner was good, company was awesome :) thanks guys!!!! was so happy that night i swear.

my blessed 19th

2011-07-16T02:24:00.003+08:00

9th july.

day started off with huijun junq and i hanging at town. wanted to try TWG but the queue was really long so i brought them to eat xlb instead!! the xlb was really good, better than dtf/crystal jade's imo. headed over to the airport to see robin, finally back from china safely :) after sending him off the 3 of us parted and junq suggested that she came over to my place cos she might be having supper later on. was 12am while we were otw to my place and junq sang me a bday song!! so cute :) so while walking back, i was telling junq that i miss the fhm bbs suddenly and guess what...... they actually camped at my place to surprise me. my god i was so shocked i stepped out of the house LOL cos i couldnt believe my eyes?? and i totally didnt expect it ;__; so touched. then went back to the room with all of them to cut cake etc then while doing so, huijun started shouting from downstairs asking me to go down bcos my monki shoe was missing lol what kind of excuse is that!!! hahahaha so anyway i went down, and robin walked over from the living room with a bday cake with my back facing him. my god i was so touched......... ;__; love the cake so much!!!!! first time receiving a customized cake haha bb's so cute to actually have my fav stuff on it and oh yea thanks to delcie too :)

cant thank you guys more than enough for making my night, everything really caught me offguard. thank you guys for spending so much time and effort planning this despite your busy schedules and all, i really appreciate it a lot :) xie xie ni men hen duo hen duo, wo ai ni men!!!

barfly

2011-07-14T20:54:00.001+08:00

dream come true

2011-07-14T20:39:00.002+08:00

watching hp7 tomorrow, cant wait! anyway i'll do a proper blog post soon, maybe later? if i'm not that sleepy. my 19th birthday was really blessed this year. cant thank everyone enough for everything they've done for me. received really really pleasant surprises.. and had my most treasured fam buds and bb to celebrate it for me. best birthday ever :)

黑

2011-07-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

thurs/ fri

2011-07-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

shen diao xia lu

my new "big windows" lappy sticker!!! koped from the eurobus launch event hahaha so appropriate for my pc right

this was thursday, when we stayed back till around 7pm+. it's always fun to stay back a little longer with alyssa and junkai after work where we'll talk about what we did for the day and become gossip girls hahaha. really thankful for having them with me at work!!! makes my day easier everytime i get kinda frustrated especially when i'm sleepy

fiona's phone in the office currently LOL we planted this bomb under the receiver but we didnt get to catch her reaction though hahaha but she ended up bombing us cos we didnt even know that she has already found out bout the pix and changed the position of the pix to the top of the receiver. cracks me up everytime i look/ think about it

act shy

today!!!! dinner after work @ tpy with weilong's daddy and leanne's mum. we were thinking about our future child's name and anyway i was in a really good mood because cofuck's papa called me from hk while we were otw to dinner. so happy to hear his voice :)

anyway i'm really excited for tomorrow because the 3 fairies will finally unite!! miss the times where 3 of us would hang out together really often but it's alright because i'm seeing them tomorrow!!!!!! :) and........... velly importantly, baby is coming back tomorrow yay!

mon/ wed

2011-07-06T23:16:00.003+08:00

monday at work + dinner at jing shan ling!!!! met up with josette finally :) i remember that i was being really clumsy that day i bumped into so many things and toppled the ice milo...... oops

met up with my dearest girlfriend today and headed to town!!! met fariz while walking along orchard road omg i immediately shouted "fariz!!!!!" damn loudly and everyone turned to look hahahaha. went for threading then headed to the very wooonderland pop up store and spent such a looooong time over there. then dinner + some last min shopping at f21 before we went back

anyway i've been in a really good mood lately :) feels good to learn new things despite being really tired and i learnt how to be more patient definitely. one thing that i'm really looking forward to is the 9th of jul hehehe

2011-07-03T04:01:00.002+08:00

i look at you with a smile and wonder, "how did i ever get so lucky?"